Thursday, August 05, 2004
juZ fEel lIke wRiting One mOre eNtrY..fEd uP..reAli..wHy? aGAin ...dANiel..fEel tHat..i More eAsy bLust oUt at hIm..dUno wHy.. sUddenly feEl mYself V hOt-teMper wHen tOking tO hIm.eASily gEt irrAtieD n aNger..aNd hE is tHe oNli fRiend thAt i bRust Out sO eAsily sIa..i kNow V unFair tO hIm aNd V upSetting fOr hIm..bUt i reAli bUay taHan.. hE sEem tO oFten uSe thE wRong wOrds or wAt..
liKe juZ nOw.. i pOn sChool beCaUse i owNself wAn dE.. NOT BECOZ I WAN TO GO OUT WITH HIM! i kNOw whAt is gOod fOr mE..
dO i sEem tO be thE tYpe to be uNable to thInk prOperly lE..
dO i sEem tHat iMmature tYpe nOt to aBle to sEperAte botH matter?
dO i sEem thE tyPe thAt dO nOt knOw whIch oNe mOre iMportaNt beTween gOIng oUt wiTh hIm n StuDies ma?
dO i sEem tO be tHe tYpe to be tOo caRry aWay whEn i a rela+ioNship?
dO yOu thInk If i aM sIck,i wiLl sTill gO ouT wiTh hIm ma?
I aM a gRow uP le.. i kNow tHE cOrrect wAy i sHould bE. i knOw whAt iS gOod fOr mE. hE alSo wOnt wAn mE to be sIck aNd sTill gO ouT wIth hIm,wOnt wAn mY reSult tO slaCk,waN mE gO to sCh bUt i owNself dUn wAN de..
juZ wAn to saE.. i aM reAli fEd uP..oF eVerytHing..sOrry aBout thAt..bUt i jUZ wAn to vEnt mY fRustra+ion oUt hEre.
thInk mAybe sHould LEt u sEe thIS eNtry...aLthought wiLl be UpSetting But lEt u know " I KNOW HOW TO THINK FOR MYSELF"
kiDding...wOnt lEt dANiel sEe dE..juZ vEnt oUt frUstrAtion oNli..lEt mE be.
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Memories that fades
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