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aDvIce...maYbe thAT whAt i nEed...bUt i aLso sCare wiLl aFfect tHe reSult oR my thInking...
YYY
Memories that fades 5:42 PM
Y The Girl
ting or more known as mao,
currently working as HR,
16 may,
Happily being myself
Y Cravings
Money $$;
Uni;
More overseas hoilday;
More Diving;
More happiness;
Work Promotion =);
GD Health;