Monday, September 13, 2004
fOr a long time..i ddnt cry..i alway feel touched,sad..but swollow back the water streaming toward my eyes.. but i suddenly feel so upset..the questions asked..am i reali juz tat type he thinks.. i felt pressurize..no one is in the best mood..at first is happy meet..result is totally opposite.. it is the worst so far..till i feel i cant take it.. i brokedown...i hate to cry..becoz i find it hard to stop..and i dun like the feeling..pple sae cry finish will feel better..true..but if cry...mean tat thing reali upset me..tat y i alway dun cry..think of the happy thing..so tat i will be feeling better..not tat i dun care...i dun think either of us able to sleep well tonight..am i reali tat bad being more than juz a friend...i duno..maybe simply...i am..
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Memories that fades
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