Sunday, September 05, 2004
hoPe hoIldae cuM faSter.. i fEeling V sOre theSe dAes.. anYone cAn unDersTand hOw i fEel.. i dUno whAt i wAn.. i duNo why i bEing liKe thAt.. iS it beCoz oF thAt? i duN hOpe sO.. ConceNtrate.. thAt y i hOpe i will bE..tHere iS a reAson to evErthing..wAt iS the unfoUnded reAson? sOmeonE wAke mE uP..i wAn breAkdOwn..bUt soMetime..sImply cAnt..fRienDz cRy oVer a toUChing mOvie .. i..juz feel touched..dun hab the tears cuming oN..even though is oN the verGe..i alWay swollow baCk mY teArs.. lIke i duN wAn tO leT aNyoNe sEe..likE prEvent pEople tO kNow thE iNner Me..i dUno.. jUz tHat i aLway maNage to swollow baCk mY teaRs..anD the cOncept oF dUn lEt aNyone sEe it..soMetime i hopE to let it out..let out all my unhappiness..i duno why i wan care so much thing...when i can simply dun care..and i dun need to hab exTra trOubles..*zi xun fan nao*
wHen can i find back myself..the one who is happy..with no trouble..oNe with friends surrouned..aNd feel so at eaSe..alway loOk foRward to everydae..hOpe everyone is haPpy..my fRieNdz..fAmilieS...
whAt iS haPpeniNg bEtwEen .. , iSnt a BordEr u cReating to pRevent lEtting yRsElf gEt mOre hUrt.. bUt itS maKing uNeaSineSs iN .. , lIke cAnt bE fRieNds lIke thAt.. wHy cAnt .. bE lIke iN thE paSts.. jOking n cHattIng haPpily.. haXi.. duN thInk will eVer gO back tHere...aGain..
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Memories that fades
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