Monday, September 20, 2004
lOng tiMe ddnt wRite aNy enTrieS leH..sInce hOildae haB bEen bUsy wOrking mOstly.. oNce in aWhile gO oUt lOrz..aNyway..lIfe bEing gReat sO faR...eSp wHEn nOw nO sChool...gOt oNe tHing leSs to wORry lOrz..thEn nO prOject oR wAt..cAn reAli toTally enjoY lOtz..
woRk V lOng hRs yeSterdAe ..wOrk oPenIng uNtil 8pm.. then hElp wenDy eXtend to clSing for l4..since she got schooling oN mondae...where i dun haB..thEn she also wan accompany metta n promIse bOy to go oFf toGether mA..jUz hOpe to leSsen Her faN naO aBit lorz..see sHe lIke saE Until lIke cAnt tAke it le..sO stresS de facE..thEn toK to wEndy aBit..sHE V sTreSs lOrz.. bEcOz tOo liTtle tiMe foR loTz oF tHingz..woRk..prOject..reSt.. sO i toLd hEr to tAKe a wEek breAk..sHe thOught lOng...wRote dOwn a wEek coNstrAit..duNo sHe will sUmbit maH..bEcoz sEe hEr sO sTress..of thIngs tAt cAn be solvEd... wOrry thE thIngS tAt sHe cAn dUn wOrry dE.. tAt wHy sHe haB sO lEss time foR hErsElf.. aLth0ught maKe a dIfferenCe shE cAn wOrk..bUt nO pOint mAking yR lIfe iN a meSs wHen juZ dUn wAn maKe tRouBle to sHAfial for nOt enOugh sTuff..sInce i aNd sAmatha in hOildae Now..we cAn wOrk mAh..tHen u cAn tAKe thEse 3 wEeks to cOmplete YR prOjects... aDjust aNd maNage yr tiMe ...
gOing out loTs with hIm theSe fEw dAes...aNd aFter reAli tAt nIght..tAt when bOth fEel lIke gIving uP..eVerythIng bEiNg gOod nOw.. wHere i n hIm bEen liKe laSt tiMe..bEfOre wE are toGether...jOking...sHooting oNe anOther.. tAt iS sOmethiNg wHich haB nOt happeN sInce we beEn toGether..mAybe fRom thE stArt we bEen toGether... prOblems juZ kEep cuMing.. we bOth leaRn.. i learn tO dO my paRt..aT leaSt the reaSonable aMount i sHould dO..aNd hE leaRn to haB leSs eXpeCtatioNs tO me..beCOz sOmethIng.. i reAli aM nOt tAt tO dO.. i nOt lIke jaNz..aNgelIne..eVeRythIng alSo wiLl saE..sOmetiMe..sOmetHIng..i wiLl kEpt sOme to mYself..i dun bEliEve oNce toGther...EVERYTHING must bE sHare..sEcerts told bY other people..i kEpt to mY woRds to nOt sAe.. iTs juZ a tRust given bY sOmeOne to U...aNd i aPpreciate tAt aNd will hOnour tO Try nOt to sAe oUt.. hIs fRieNds saE...hE bE hAppy with aNgeliNe..yAh..i aGree..bUt thEn..hE juZ sImply sAe nO gaN jUe..mM...aNyway..iS pASt..aNd i dUn wAn to gO baCk tO thEre nOw...whEre prOblemS keEp reSurfAcing eVery few dAes...thOse mIseraBle dAes.. i dUn wAn stEp into leH..
anYway...wEnt to mY cOusin wEdding dInner yeSterdae...at first woRking iN thE mOrning thEn nOt fEeling wEll..maYbe nOt eNough sLeep..thEn aLso meNses..tHen laCk of sLeep..maKe mE fEel diZzy..lUckily EvE oFf..eVelyn ddnt cHeck l4.. sit at the duStbin lying doWn on the coUnter...pEople cUm..juz walk oVer n sErve..lUckily make the rIght choice tO chNage wIth mOther tO l4..iF not l5 coMfirm mOre bUsy..More haRd to reSt.. thEn thaNkfully aSri cuM at 3pm..or rAther eArlier..aNd jUdy make the eFfort to rush dowN at 4pm..thAnkz GEr...tat aLlow Me to reSt n gO oFf eaRlier ... jaNz cUm dOwn tO mEet aNgie..thEn toGthEr 3 of uS wEnt to fOodcOurt..jUdy treAt me bUbbLe tEa :P thEn tAke a cAb hMe..bEcoz nEed to ruSh fOr dinner mAh..
recieVe thE cAll fRom mY friEnd..chanGe of timE foR my guItar to eArlier..haXi..duNo cAn chAnge schEdulE ma..laTer eVe will sCold again leH..siaNz..hOpe eXplain my sItuation..she will undErstand ..HOpE.. aNyway..hOpe mEtta yR leG will fEel bETter loRz...dUn go oUt sO often lEh..stAy at hMe n reSt...If cAnt woRk...DUN...duN nEed maKe yr leG mOre woRst juZ tO wOrk..taKe cAre eVeryoNe..
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Memories that fades
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