baCk oN bLog aFter sO long oF nOt bLogging lEh..aGar sAe abit eVent hEre n thEre laH :P .. fiRstly..muSt tHANkz rU laH..muSt prAise her Abit laH.. "xi sHeng" aBit oF yr "precIous" tiMe to hElp mE dO uP mY bLog...gaN dONg laH :p ... aNd hOr.. sInce u nOw hOildae..g0t mY freE tiMe..uPdatE mOre laH.. i aT sChool sIanz.. iS reaDing all yA bLog to pAss tiMe wOr.. :P kNow mY bLog sOmetIme alSo abit oUtdatEd lOr..bUt wiLl tRy to uPdatE aS mUch aS pOssiBle lOrz..
Fri wOrkIng lOrz..sAme aS uSual aLway wOrk oN fri nIght dE mAh...gO thEre..sAw wEndy H,kaNu aNd KJ lOrz..reaCH tHere eArly bEcoz nOthing to Do at hMe,thEn kNOw jaNz At cIneShop..mAybe bOred..sO go thEre Pei hEr toK toK..haHa..kJ sEe uNtil ME sO hAppy..tHink hOping to lOg oFf eArlier bA..But i gO cInesHop fInd jAnz...pEi hEr cHat fiRst..tHen sHe gO hElp rAMan or wHat dE..( fOrget the naMe!) bE usHer chEck hAll,thEn i hElped "modEl" in ciNeshOp fOr AWhile :p aFter tHat..wEnt to puTch In foR wOrk..whOle daE sO sIanz..
lUckily gOt wEndy H pEi mE chAt..bOth aSo sO sIanz..thEn aLL sO haRdwoRking.. :x sNatcH wOrk tO dO.. gOt quIte a enLightenEd tAlk witH hEr...(tAT exPlaiN my mSn mSg nOw lAh) mM..mAke mE thiNk thINgs tAt reAli i dDnt reAli thOught b4.. mM..oR rAther..duN dAre to thIngz..sAme loRz..asO tAlking boUt mE n bOth dANiel dE thIngZ.. sHe saE tAt i likE dE is bOx daNiel..( sHe saE uNtil sO sUre oF it!) i duNo...reAli..eVen So..i dOubt i gOt thE coUrage..mAybe aS MORE tiMe paSses.. i bE aBle to mAke sUre of my fEelingZ...aNd dAre to dO thE aCtion.. bEing thiNking aBout thiS mAtter aFter tat tAlk..cAn i wAke uP? cAn i bE mOre brAve? haZi..sUch a wEaklInG..cAuse so mUch hUrt tO dAniel bOx.. and hIm (laSt tiMe) mAybe cAn tRy to fOcus mOre oF thIs reLatiOnsHip.. tRy tO pUt in more eFfort..mAybe..i cAn rEali sOlve thE matTer.. whAt my heArt iS thInking..i dUno..bUt sEe dAnIel bOx sEem gOing greAt wiF hIs lifE nOw..mAybe leArn to duN thiNk mUch le bA.. i aSo cAn dO wAt Now..goIng nOwhEre..whEn i aLso cAnt coMfirm mY thOught n feeliNgz..bUt scAre Abit whAt wenDy H saE miGht bE true..kInda reGret wHy i sO rASh lASt tiMe..cAuse sO mUch proBlems..proBlems whIch cAn dUn eXsIt nOw dE..haXi..
yeSterdae mEet yiLi foR dInner...At fIrSt wAn toK tO heR abOut it dE..dUn wAn to tOk sUch sO prOblemaTic ..whEn i nAn dE sEe hEr laH..thEn jUz gOssIp :p kNow AboUt AGar sOme aDditIonal sTuff...nOt mUch laH..mIz mY gRp So mUch sIa..nOw aLl bUsy wIF sChoOl..sO lOng Ddnt sEe uNtil yOng lEh..nT tiME mUSt 7 sISterS all gO oUt toGether sIa..nOw wAit thEy fIniSh thEir o lEvel fiRst.:P
alSo got pLan to mEet uP wiTh mEtta thEy all sOon..But haB to wAit uNtil thEy finIsh thEir eXaMs...whIch iS aGar 1 mOnth lAter siA .. cAnt wAit fOr it to cuM..mAybe iN beTween aSo will jIo thEm Out..cOz gOt afEw sHow wAna wAtch wiF them..nEed sOme cAtching up lE la..sO long dDnt chAt n gossIp wIth thEm lE sIa.. :x
lIfe bEen aBit bOred n sIanz lAter..otHer thAn gOing oUt wiF dAniel..iF not iS go work..sO siAnz dE lifE..cAn taHan lOng Sia.bUt frIends All bUsy wiF eXams..woRk..sTudieS..prOjects..nVm lA.. i So lIhaI kEep mYself bUsy...lIke...sLeepIng~ beSt wAy to tA fa tiMe sIa..tHen bEen lAcking bEhInd wiF mY fRienDs lEh..i dUn wAn bEcoz oF insIde a relAtionShip thEn dRift aPart fRom fRiends lA..aLthought it iS haRd to maNage..fRieNds aLso iMportAnt to me wOr..sO duN aCcuse me oF neGlectiNg n bO xIN wOr~! :P
anyway..my Mum sEem to bE moRe "inTereSted" iN my liFe sIa..tAt tiMe i wAs tAlking to sHAfiul about mY schEduLe..but She mAybe thiNk i tAlking to "hIm" .. thEn pIck n anotheR pHone n liSten sIa.. ( i got 2 pHone coNnected on a sIngle lIne) thEn liSten awHile thEn put down le..nOthing mUch..siNce i wAs oNli tAlking about thE wORk sTuff sIa..hEng hEng sIa..bEcoZ b4 thEn, i wAS tALking to hIm foR aWhile..thEN beCoz hE wAna bAthe fiRst,thEn aSK me cAll mE baCk after i fiNish wiTh shAf. :p aLso duNo whY i duN wAn my mUm to Know siA...mAybe reAli sTAble lE..thEn saE..maybe alSO duNo How my mUm will reaCt Or dO bA..sInce aLSo ddnt tRy b4..thEn mY bRother aSo ddnt haB gF b4.. thEn duNo hOw my Mum pAttern dE..bUt shE keeP eMphAsis oN.." bE friEnds cAn liaO le, studIes more iMportAnt" :P
sO loNg dDnt wRite sO mUch lE..whO aSk mE sO lOng dDnt uPdate..thEn gaN chu alOt thEse dAes..sO sLightly aBit lOng lA..bUt nVm la...uPdate aBit on sOme iNner thIngy..whIch othEr pEople dun kNow dE..mAYbe Still..i More gOod wiF wRiting dOwn bA..eAsIer to cONvey mOre fEelings n thOughts.. bUt reAli..i hOpe to sOlve thE thiNgs tAt bEing borTheriNg sO much..aNyway..tAke cAre frieNds..aNd uPdatE mOre oFten oN ya bLog lah~!
YYY
Memories that fades 9:53 PM
Y The Girl
ting or more known as mao,
currently working as HR,
16 may,
Happily being myself
Y Cravings
Money $$;
Uni;
More overseas hoilday;
More Diving;
More happiness;
Work Promotion =);
GD Health;