Monday, November 08, 2004
yeSterdae jaNz bIrthdaE..mM...fEeling mOody n uPset aSo..jaNz aSk me about the sItuation wiF me n daNiel..mM..juZ saE aFew lOrz..becOz feEling my teArs flOwing insIde mY eYes le..maNage to cHoke baCk the teArs.. i dUn wAn tO sPolit thE haPpy dAe bEcoz i uPset..mM..nOt jUz me..jaNz..mEtta..wEndy H..jEremy.. aLl aSo nOt in a Good mOod..wEndy H dDnt tuRn uP laSt mIn..nVm..cAn undErstand .. iS sHe duN wan tO sPolit the atmOsphere..becoz she happy or sad will show clearly on her face... not unlike some pple..can hidE away uNder their smiling face...
mEet up wif the rest..jeremy..lue..janz..metta..kj..angeline..junwei..went marine to makan..duNo how cUm..angeline notice i wasnt being myself..daniel ddnt told her wat happen..then agar janz fill her up with the detail of wat i n janz talk about at burger kIng.. sHe aSk me go out walk walk..then i agar know wat she wana tok about..mM.. althought its juz a few short min talk.. i appreciate greatly..becoz already wanting to taLk out le..but aso cant..or not convicent..i aso dun waN my parents to start questioning me why my eyes is red all tat.. i wan to tok..but i know..i comfirm will cry out..even yesterdae juz talking awhile with angeline..i almost brust out le..but me still me...able to choke back my tears..at least angeline understand wat n how i feeling..at least she tell daniel..can make a difference than if i sae..
early in the morning..angeline call me..althought in lesson..aso dun care..juz talk .. i urgently wan to know whether did he sae anything to angeline..but ddnt..she juz tell me..he now angry..i aso duno for wat.. juz tell me dun take to heart of wat he sae.. hazi..heard tat.. almost cry...duno how cum..althought is nothing..suddenly feel so weakling.. tok for awhile..then put down the phone le..after tat... she sms me...ask me concentrate on my test..dun think so much le..if i need anyone.. she will be there.. thankz ger.. :) i appreicate tat...
at first intend to meet li to tok yesterdae after the marine steamboat..but cant contact her..then todae mrning sms me..sae put her phone at her sis house.. then aso forget got meet me..mm..nVm la..think she aso busy studying for her exams..but later going to meet her.. after school..hAzi..waiting..hOping..my eyes are tired..
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Memories that fades
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