Wednesday, December 01, 2004
i aM reAli lethargic.haB bEen sLeepIng lAtez..ruShing thRough hMewoRk..till thE wEes hOurs.. nOt reAli wEe hOurs.. jUz tAt it aCcoUnt oF thE tiRed bRain iN thE mRning.. haB to going out wIF dAniel qUite oFten lAtely. But dDnt haB aNy aRgumEnt thEse dAes. nOt i wAs lOoking foRwArd tO aN aRgumEnt.. jUz tAt bEcOz oF wHat joAnne saE.. tRying to sEe whEther iS it tRue aNot.
Mm.. saE tAt daNiel tYpe iS mEet mOre.. quArral mOre..bUt thEn.. dOEsnt aPpear tRue iN thEse..bEcoz lASt tiMe quArral dE tHIngs.. iS oVer lE..sO NothIng reAli mUch cAn qUarral.. thE moSt iS tHe dAily sTuff. aBout mE foRgotteNing to cAll mE aBout thE ouTing whEn i saE i will aLl tat..iMpreSs mE is jOannE detErmination.. iF sHe reAli duN wAn tAt gUy.. No mAtter wAt he dO.. shE woNt evEn gO n sEe hIm...evEn iF hE tRy cOmmit suCide. mAybe doUbt.. she iS thE onLi oNe i sEen tAt will reAli tAt eXtend. pPle mAy thiNk tAt sHe is hEartless.. But tO mE.. shE is nOt wAnting to dRag thIng oN.. oNe n fOr all.. nOrmally pPle... whEn heArd sOmeonE bEcoz oF u cOmmit sUcide.. No dOubt tat he/sHe will 90% mAybe will AsK aBIt aBout hiS coNdition...aNd nOt aS " he/she wan die, let them die lorz" ... :X
reAli lIke tAlking to joanNe.. shE aLway pRovide the mOst sEnsibLe aNd things thAt i nEver tInk bEfore the thIng. mAybe tAt whY i sEe hEr.. AlwAy teLl Her oN mY wAt-sO-evEr proBlems.cAn tRust oN hEr tO pRovide mE the aDvice tAt i wAn. i meAn thE aNswer tAt i wAn. nOwaDaes aSo v leSs sEe hEr lEh.. eSpecially lAter i sTarting work at cHEckers.. wIll bE more cOnstrAit tiMe lEH..hOpe reAli gOt aFew mOre dAes pEr wEeks. sO i cAn tAke out eXtra time to wOrk iN cAthay aSo. fEeling sO timE coNStrait. chEckers aGar haB to woRk mInimum 3 dAes.. cAthAy nOw lEh.. aso cAnt wOrk tOo lesS.. But reAli.. cAthay..i dUn reAli cAre mUch iF thEy sAck mE oR wAt dUe to woRking lesS. i haB nO mUch fEeling to it sInce ... . mM.. thIngs cHange.. sO iS gaN qiNg to it. sInce EvErything cHanges.. thEre is Not mUch pUll in cAthay whIch mAkes mE wAna sTay. mAybe oNli mEtta,motHer,mAtt,wEndy.. aFew oF thEm.. thE reSt.. sEem liKe jUz a mEre sTraNger to mE. pPle kEep cUming iN and Out.. Until sOmethIng i haVent eVen kNOw thE pErson, they haB aLready gNe. hOw cUm thEy (maNagement) woNt thInk aBout it? iF thE woRking coNdition iS gOod.. tiNk ppLe will wAn to qUit ma.. iTs sUch a haSsle nEeded to fiNd aNother jOb. not to sAe sOme pPle May fiNd it tOugh wORking..sO will qUit.. But itS jUz thE mInority. wAt thE haB more iN mInd iS eArning mOney. How cum thEy duN unDerstAnd thE conCept oF haBing a gOod reLAtionsHip bEtween thE emPolyees aNd emPolyers. I dOubt iT will mAKe the eMpolyees' fEel grEat haVing to dEduct pAy bEcoz hE/sHe aRe sIck aNd unABle to wOrk. unless u wAn uS to wOrk wiF a sIck soUl, sIck lOok aNd a sIck aTtitudE. Getting wAy too out saEing cAthay aBout thEir neGative sTuff. mAybe i aM bIased to it. whIch i aSo dUnO whY i will haB sUch nEgative bIased to it. mAybe sEen thINgs hAppen theSe dAes.. Until all it refLect on it iS nEgative.
aNyway..got to fiNish my woRk reAl eArly..lIke nOw..11.33am? whIch i normally finish or still rushing at 1pm+ thEn Now sLacking.. Hope tO gO Hme reAl eArly toDae.. nEed to fInd sHoe,skIrt.. Mm.. hAVent stArt wOrk bUt aLready sIaNz haLf lE..wAn to wOrk bUt nO mOod to wOrk :x hOw aM i gOing to sUrvivE~ i wAn pArty.. i wAn fUn.. i wAN lOts oF aCtion thIs hOildae..
i am a letdown.. u are also a letdown.. i do this.. u also follow do this.. i am wrong.. and so are u..
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