n0w blogging at ah pun hse.. is already 2.30am in the mrning but i jUz cant sleep.. juz finish bathing and co0king sUpper for ah pun who is now playing dota ar..
juz came h0me from cluBbing.. mM.. first time sia.. ddnt reali dance.. is like shy + dun dare ar.. anyway, went with ah pun and his army friends.. + one of their gf.. s0 overrall is like 6 guys and 2 gals.. ah pun like keep encouraging me to dance but i like so pai sei.. tink if went with my own grp of friends, i will be more daring ba.. :x luckily pun ddnt like f0rce me or wat.. tink my face is all written i am nt tat enth into tat but he wan me to try n learn lor..never mind.. tink nt time i go wif my click to brush up my skills first :x went to gallery hotel.. is so empty sia.. reach thr about 10+pm till 1am+ but the place is still empty.. onli went we going home tat time, then g0t more people cuming in sia..anyway, it is a experience la..
b4 tat.. went to see the art 0f seducation.. is fuNny ar.. miz abit of the fr0nt coz late again.. duno how cum mst of the time see sh0w wif pun.. will late de sia .. :X sh0w is nice but e ending abit lame and ?? la.. :x overrall nice show.. dun reveal too much.. bec0z janz haven watch ar.. muSt got some suspense :x
hab an sort of quarral wif pun yesterdae.. juz tat a small matter..and not reali my fault.. juz tat g0t him scolded by his mum. bec0z i miting yili take ting.. then since he is in the mist of his game, s0 wana ownself go back.. then he can slowly play.. he g0t sae he wana send me back.. but i reject.. then tink his mum nag him.. then as i was about to leave.. he suddenly came out wif a black face.. then sae send me h0me. then i anyting lor.. on e way.. ask him isnt angry wif me all tat.he sae n0pe which doesnt reflect wat is written on his face lor.. reach my hse downstair.. like wan t0k to him about the problem. he like dun care lor.. play wif ph0ne.. touch here n there.. then dun wan reply me.. at tat p0int.. reali v disappointment and upset.juz feel tat he cant wait for me to leave..
luckily got yuhua tok wif me abit thr e night.. make me feel better..
todae meeting wif him to go makan wif his dad.. still abit s0re.. kana treat him quite cold.. guess e hurt is d0ne.. its hard to forget..0nli manage to tok thr e problem when reach his hse..he apologize ab0ut acting in tat way..and i accept.. but guess e scar is still tat thr..
i dun0 whether will we last.. but definately i h0pe to.. is juz tat all dis scars.. add up to quite a big impact on me to him..i alway tinking h0w important of me to him.. especially when we quarral.. he can juz like treat me like s0meone he hate.. is reali tat hurting to see the actions he did.. doubt he w0nt realise it..and i am not sure even though i may tell him about it.. he wont do it.. bec0z when people get angry.. i dun tink he will react in a normal way..althought i knw he treat me as someone who is important to him.. but on certain circustances, i doubt dis stand..like even though h0w angry or upset u are, i dun tink u will reali go hurt him/her..i am tired.dis 2 weeks is habing disagreement.. true, his temper is better.. but still.. when he is angry or wat.. is different matter.i will learn to tell h0w my tinking, unhappiness, and i dun wan to be so pushover..maybe then, he will understand and learn...
let e future leads our relationship.. meantime.. i will still put in my 100% in dis relationship..and i believe he still will be..
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Memories that fades 11:31 AM
Y The Girl
ting or more known as mao,
currently working as HR,
16 may,
Happily being myself
Y Cravings
Money $$;
Uni;
More overseas hoilday;
More Diving;
More happiness;
Work Promotion =);
GD Health;