Wednesday, June 21, 2006
i sUrvivE thR mY dIvIng :) th0se 2 daes of dIving iS tiRing bUt qUite enJoying..eXcePt e fAct tat i cAnt kEep duN stAy aFloat sIa.. duNo h0w to usE my boDy to sInk.. sO moSt of e tiMe is floAting aRound.. aNd bI haB to keEp hElping to pUll mE down..thaNkz ya.. bUt haI hIm cAnt totAl eNjoy hImsElf.. naTurally haB sLight conFlict oVer diS aS hE likE kEep tElling mE h0w to siNk.. bUt i jUz cAnt.. : evEntually.. i maNage to learn mYself at e laSt divE :) thOugh i got floAt away aT timEs.. bUt impRovement.. bUt my instructor saE nt time if go again.. he will bring me back to poOl to practise mre first :x bEc0z it is dangeroUs tat i float up so fast as it will cause lung overexpansion.. :x serious injUry sia ..
diS few daes is not go0d daes.. dUn wAn to saE muCh..but then it will paSs quIckly i guEss..
i guEss tat "inciDent" mAke mE chAnge aBit.. iS v huRt.. mAybe for qUite sOmetime.. i tiNk i haB a wAll inSide me..it mAy pRobably nId qUite a pEriod of time to mElt tat down..thOugh it mAybe tRue.. bUt e woRds aRe tOo ovEr.. at e point.. mY heArt haS pRobably "stoP"..
tiMe.. e recOvery pEriod.. t0 eaSe e inciDent.. e wOrds.. e hUrt inflict..both will jia u and imProve on dis..but i still continue work hard..carry e h0pe on us..h0pe diS will be e laSt time my heart "stop"..
*a hEart tat stops too frequency,may eventually end uP dead*
but at least, glad ya realise tat n make e "zu dong" , at least tat brOught a smile to me :)
YYY
Memories that fades
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