not my best day today.. i hope tat once i wake up, i will f0rget wat i heard and interpret. i knw e meaning is not tat. but juz tat i guess is juz natural that interpret as tat. i juz wan to be juz myself. let me grow thru e time.

mit up wif yuhua juz now. at bugis. walk aimlessly around e place. saw ljin again. ar.. wif e same clothing.. :z becoz e sae he ddnt went home after clubbing last night. then saw my bro 2. n he still purposely call mi to ka jiao mi sae "i am somewhere where i can see u n u cant see mi" n i reply," u at e celing isnt?" :z

hope e meet clear up ur mo0d. i alway be tat sister tat when u nid me :)

cant fall asleep. super awake. juz now stood by e window staring at e sky. so peaceful. i am looking for e peace somewhere...

quite tired now. tink i will sleep early. inital plan is to do my fyp project. should be some problem wif e coding which i seriously tink not becoz i copy frm my previous fyp coding and it is working okay.

juz nw mit up wif lijin. ar.. it is quite a surprise tat he ask mi out becoz he sae he ask his friends then they nt free, then since i am free. so go out rot together lorz. was late. quite late sia. about half an hour :x train duration was super long n i almost felt asleep standing up. pei him go makan n he sae mi become more noisy. i take it as a compliment ah. becoz i tink i was 2 quiet last time anyway. went pS to see...

rob -b-hood. by jackie chan n louis koo. thumb up~ funny + touching and abit of action. more to the wen xin type de. & e baby is super cute. i mean reali super. when he look wif e watery eye, ya juz can melt sia. juz wan ta bao him home sia :x then a gentleman him insist to send mi back, and manage to catch my "liao zai" but realise he change alot better from secondary school. tinking mature alot n temper better alot. which is good ah.

will be offically starting my fyp dis weekend, hope i will accomplish my task on time. amen.

agAin another night of broken sleep. wake up at duno wat time which i dun borther to see e timing. Juz now to try to get back to sleep as soon as possible. duno when will my dis sleeping problem end ah..

juz now went to meet my teacher for my fyp. then is like only e 2nd week and he is expected like we doing on e program onli. super sian ah. somemore i dun tink we are going to expect much help from him becoz he like clearly make his stand that he wont help us on e programming

then he still sae he fail two of e team e last semester. listen le more sian ar..

ar.. dun wan to tink much ah. hope tml i dun nid to work then i can start on my fyp le.

yesterdae went out wif doggy, eat xiao long bao. :) then rot again. initially intend to go find yong. but both are tired. so went home..

ah.. simple day spend..

School has reopening. And i definately dun look forward to school. Boring lesson, yucky factilitor. wat else can motivate mi go sch? sch f0od does not taste much nice either, freaky far school at woodland, competitive classmates. onli motivation to school probably left that at least got a bunch of steady friends in my class :)

e onli team tat i totally enjoy is today. bEcoz we form our own team - wif yvonne, fangru, wein, li shan , mable n mi.. totally enjoyable n relaxing environment to work. no stress, no pressure. however, e module is Human resources which is so freaky boring and my homework today is write about using a adjective to describe e module. First ting tat come to my mind is "boring" but then, i hab to lie abit ah.. so i wrote "informative" instead. dis one is quite true ah.. alot of information to learn but hardly much register in my brain.

tml will be working. super sian. becoz i am down wif abit of sore thoart + flu. n e thought of fyp starting le make mi more super sian.. at least sth tat cheer mi up is tml i will be eating my xiao long bao again. duno who am i miting other than li but juz turn up can "x

dis days i keep waking up about 4am+. yesterdae woke up at 3.51am. super tired. seem like a long time since i last slept a full one. tink e onli time i slept full is at boi hse. tink my hse feng shui not good or wat. i mean my bed position. boi told mi to shift my position. but my room is too small n my bed length is longer than e room breath, so i cant shift e another way. boi sae my bed position quite bad. becoz like facing e door. like chinese will tink not good, becoz like coffin like tat ah. hope i can sleep well tonight..

i juz looking forward to my weekend... n i wan go excerise~

counting down 2 daes to reopen school. si bei sian ah. like haven reali enjoy then hab to go back school le. somemre is on thurs. how cum they dun wan next monday then reopen sia. 2 daes aso stingy sia :x

yucky work. due to tat missing cash in e float. sway sway i e opening staff sia. shortage about $100+ in e another float. i aso duno how cum. ddnt change in tat float aso. dun tink is yesterdae closing e problem. shld be in between somebody took e money. tink if they still cant figure oout e money, then nid to see e cctv. i aso dun care ah. i ddnt take. lets them settle e problem. hope it wont cum n borther mi can le :x

initally meeting them play manjong. but that doggy lazy sia. last min sae dun wan again. so ddnt play. nvm. chatted wif boi juz now. he sae i v noisy. but i dun tink so le. juz tat today got too many cork up to complain onli.

at least on a happier mood, my next class hab quite an number of friends in it. totally about 10 of them out of 25. even fangru is same wif mi. so arh.. we same class for a year n a half le. ha.

tml will be a happier day for mi. miting boi n his mummy go makan. hope it will take away all e problem ")

random photos..


yong doggy - ting ting. e fur super nice to touch n v guai sia. dun bark de..

mi n ling e piggy face at e ktv.. outdated le.

e earring tat i sae i wana post up e photo. cute right? wif e voodoo dolls :x

yong 2nd dog.. guai aso. dun bark de.. n she more greedy ar. ha. got f0od, she will chiong over sia..

and... lastly...

my boi act cute photo. taken quite some time ago but ddnt post up. so put up now..

juz nw went to see "little man" wif jeffery. super lame n funny show. as wat metta sae.. abit dirty de show but funny ar..

now then realise most of my friends like hanging around cein. normally i dun see any of my friend at town but today i saw e highest number of people. now i knw where they hiding - ceinleisure. when i not working, i dun reali cum to cein ar, so tat y i ddnt see them ar :x

firstly saw kirk outside e building and saw him again inside e building, then saw zhi qiang wif a pretty girl at b2. then saw mable n her rp friend. then saw donald at e busstop when going home.

intend at first dun wan go home so fast becoz suddenly feel so super high and wan to chiong e night. but all my kakis dun wan come out or i ddnt call some of them becoz 2 late le. then they not convience last min so late cum out ba..

so came back home n rot.. wif my laptop..

sweet dreams.. n when i wake up soon.. i will see my boi aagain.. more sweet.. :)

gReat weekend spoilt bY my "auntie"

n it is e first time tat i experience such immerse pain sia. flip all different types of position seeking for a comfortable settlement in my tummy but failed. luCkily ch0u was wif mi to provide mi sweetness althought i am in torture ar.. luckily after a sleep, my tummy become better alot. no more pain le. tink his mummy tink i am a pig ar.. sleep le wake up, makan then sleep again :x ha. but it is reali painful n e best way not to feel it is to zZzz.... n once again.. boi was inside again now doing his duty but i will see him promptly again at 6pm tml :)

slept over at his house yesterdae n hab an enjoyable time together. tok stuff. althought thr is no problem. but guess girl juz like to hab such little toking session wif her b0i. n hab total 100% in dis relati0nship ya? :)

later miting jeff go see frostbite.. free tix :x althought dun feel like gg out, but i promise him le n tix aso taken le. so go n see then. at least my sat w0nt be tat boring ar.

sch starting nt thurs. super sian. i haven complete my Pp project. nid to buck up le la. dun wan push again to e next hoildae le :x

= = sign off = =

back frm my diving trip.. dis time is enjoy it sia. maybe my buoyancy is better le.. i wont float around or sink too much.. know better how to control my buoyancy :) n becoz of dis.. did not cause much trouble to e rest.. esp to boi :)

saw trigger fish, box fish (look like box based on wat boi sae becoz i onli see a brief moment) , puffer fish (super cute becoz they aso got fin on top n on e bottom) , turtle (super big), jellyfish (quite alot), hermit crab, bumphead parrot fish, eetc.. agar remember afew. ddnt manage to take pix becoz dun hab underwater camera. hope my instructor will send over :)

greatest award is see e turtle. heard frm my instructor tat it is permanent de resident at thr de.. saw it during my night dive. follow it for a distance before it went up to breathe. graceful n peaceful creature. n saw small fishes below e turtle cleaning up his body ba..

night dive was starting scary becoz tinking tat u cant see onli frm e limited light frm a torch. but after we went down. actually not tat bad. still can see e people. probably there are above 7 of us n e light around keep e area around us lighted ba..

next dive area will be probably rendang. but wont be dis year.. all are broke le sia. i wan go tioman 2 :)

result are out. fyp grade pass althought i expected better. e rest of my module are above my expectation n i am happy wif it :)

repair my laptop wif accompany from fangru. thank ger :) no choice but to reformat. heard frm e staff tat quite alot of pple aso kana e virus. n probably e best solution is to reformat. e solution i try to find in internet seem too complicated for my understanding. virus is about chinese site search engine. CnsMin de. super hard to get rid. my program cant delete off becoz e process are running hidden in e laptop. so like no solution to get it off althought it said to juz delete e related application n files.

nua-ing at home dis few daes.. n i totally enjoy it.. busy wif work, etc e past few weeks. so habing a few daes at hme is enjoying.

hab a arguement wif my dad juz now over trival matter. like my mum wan to juz see thse sneak preview for e show for tml n he was like quite irrated becoz his show is doing soon. n those sneak preview for juz a few second. e most he miz out is e show song part onli which i doubt he will be interested to see since he has been watching dis show for quite sometime le. then he aso gt check over e channel n e show has not started yet. unwilling, he switch over to let my mum see e sneak n e sneak is not even finish n he juz rudely switch over. i was pissed reali. is like afew second onli. normally my mum will silently let my dad see watever he wan to see e show. n a mere few second sneak he aso dun wan let my mum see? i sae him tat e sneak is not even finish n cant he let mum see finish n he start arguing that tml aso will do, tml aso can see. true, but since ur wife wan to see, cant u juz let her see when ur show haven even started at all? not wanting to argue becoz he will aso not see his wrong, went into my room n play my laptop. he aso was piss, went into another room n clse e door noisly. fine. i dun care either. maybe i not e most filiet daughter becoz i juz simply tahan my dad de mindset n selfishness sometime. he wont to us normally, like if it was mi i wana see, he will switch over n grumble but he will let mi watch finish. but to my mum? he dun even feel wan letting her. yucky.. tink i better shut my mouth up nt time since my mum also dun wan argue much for her right~

never mind. tml will be seeing my boi n he will fill my m0od up :)

ting or more known as mao,
currently working as HR,
16 may,
Happily being myself

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