agar r0t around too long le. so ddnt update. actually aso not busy wif wat. work, go out,fyp.
fri
mit up wif my sister, yuhua :) initally wana go to chinatown becoz she wan to get some cheaper foundation. but when we drop off at outram, suddenly she sae wan go vivo city see see so we chop chop change our destination.
is reali alot of people. shops are still okay. not sae alot of shops that attract us. and e w0rst part is, it is v hard to find fast food sia. onli hab long john n burger king. and e long john is so super small. n its already long quene when we reach thr. & we tried to find burger king but give up after tat. now then i know burger king is not open yet -_-" yet they put it inside the directory already. so we walk back to habourfront for mcd becoz she curving for "unhealthy food". and she made cookies for me 2 :) nice~ then we shop around. see afew stuffs attracting me. and e finale, we went to eat ben n jerry and sit outside to see the scenary. tok n tok. nice.
was going to go home n e idoitic mouse call then jio go ktv. so mit her n li after tat. change to see show becoz cheaper n made our way down to cein for DOA - Dead Or Alive. Nice show. Actions i find it nice althought some graphic are abit "over" but overrall, nice show.
after tat, we walk back home frm town. on e way tok n crap. & it is a nice feeling to walk home at night at 4am. surprise bi by calling him becoz he happenly to be on duty. tok awhile n slept. been so long since i last chiong midnight show :)
sat
went to mit bi after he book out. went to find his mummy to get e car becoz plan to go gelyang to eat supper. slept n wake up to see benchwarmer wif his brothers n gf. went to "dou jiang you tiao" to eat. find it okay onli. last time eat tink nice. but now eat find it ok. tink maybe i eat until cystal jade de xiao long bao tat why realise theirs lose so much :x becoz so "soup" inside e xiao long bao de. not nice. :x
sun
went to mit ling for cycle. not my dae as i got a yucky bike. is so hard n tiring to peddle n i reali peddle so slow tat i can be on e same speed as pple walking. -_-"" but ling is well so she peddle so fast tat i constantly lost sight of her so i took reali my "US time" to cycle. :x went to eat subway. e whole dae eating subway. breakfast eat subway wif bi n his family then lunch again.. but dun mind. becoz its nice. juz tat erm.. it abit pricey ah. then she pei mi go down "raffles" to return remote control to the cable scv. & we went to suntec and walk thr around trying to get to "raffles" then tell her is at raffles mrt thr cum out then realise it is not so near walkin over. so went to take MRT. and finally found it. thank alot girl for accompany me althought u are 3/4 dead. :X
super tired now. later habing my test. i wana go off faster n mit my boi for dinner. then can rest ah. will try to go n sleep b4 12am tonight. promise.
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11:11 PM
finally tml hoildae. but then, i still hab to w0rk. no work = no $$. for e sake of $$, i hab to xi sheng my sleep n wake up early. i realise i becoming quite a pig le. e onli time i lookin forward is bedtime sia. :x guess tat fri when i do closing almost kill me. i am so dead tired. went home, bathe, pack my stuff and made my way to bi hse. lock outside becoz they lock e door from inside but juz nice his mum came n unlock e door when i was gg to call bi.
ar.. weekend spend still so-so. definately can do better n space for improvement.
i am looking forward to dis sunday again. becoz i can go cycling again. dun wan to do my fyp. no m0od for tat sia. but i tink i hab to start showing some result else my supervisor will sae dis n tat again.
i like emo song. they are filled with e most meaningful messages within.
anyway, my ipod revive. die on fri when i reach bi hse. totally cant open, then my bro msn today told mi my ipod suddenly is working n charging again. yipee.
& i tink i hab 2 much heaty stuff. thoart abit uncomfortable. shld be e choco ice cream i ate + e 5 tarts of flavoured cheese + shi ing chix i ate at IMM. wat a sin. i going to be firm to diet le. today diet plan goes well.. i wan thin thin without e excessively fats days~
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5:59 AM
i am feeling alot better..i hope? maybe i am overreacting, but i duno.. t0k to ling juz n0w.. tink is reali juz gals n guys tinking different ba.. i hope time will heal e pain. & maybe i can forget about it becoz i can imagine out e image. i guess wat is dis type of loss feeling le.. & like u duno how to move, react and unsure of both anymore. when ur expectati0n is high, guess its e results. i alway hab a "confirm" answer on him, but after dis, i reali duno wat mre heartbreak news i can take.. & i reali cant i realise.
but.. i am touched in another sense. haxi.. is juz a "mao dun"
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6:43 PM
i am in my worst m0od now.. maybe onli one will know wat i meant and another one will know wat happen after tat..
is like a cycle.. cuming again n again. but i DUN WAN it. its reali a mind-torture. totally bruised t0 the c0re. am totally disappointed.TOTALLY. but.. wat u said.. is like different. ar.. i dun0 wan to tink positively or negatively. maybe is reali, we shouldnt have know each other so fast. n it will save mi my heart break. & e thought of it will instantly activate my tears.
there are 2 many thoughts but not fang pian to write down ba. we tok out after tat. make mi feel so importance but 0ther actions make mi ponder, isnt there is another face to dis tingy. maybe its becoz i take based on myself, which i tink tat if reali someting happen, it is becoz of something. after all, something happen becoz of something isnt it? i keep tinking isnt e fault is in me?
i juz wan to cry myself to sleep repeating dis cycle till i am 2 tired to tink. probably when i hab no more tears to drop, e matter will be g0ne.
anyway, thank lue for being there at e moment =) n my dearest yuhua.
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10:59 PM
came back after a day of searching for present for boi little brother's birthdae dis thurs. went to marine square to look for "bob" short ah. firstly.. we went to makan : Subway.. been so long since i last eat tat after jude left cathay ah. becoz he is my "motivation" to eat becoz he eat almost everytime. then seeing him makan, i aso will go n buy my wrap.but since he left, i hab forgotten nor hab e curving to eat tat..
anyway, i order the turkey breast 6 nich de. e persons serving me hab a tink indon accent which make mi v hard to understand wat he is toking. to0k him to repeat afew times b4 i could get wat he meant :x and boi order his meatball. his was nice. mine is juz normal ar but still.. nice =)
he couldnt resist any more to take a bite of the oat bread but luckily i still manage to take a snap :x
Mine turkey breast. i duno they still were ask us whether we wan to re-bake e bread again in e oven. seem i reali updated. but it taste nicer becoz abit "crispy" ah
and us :) liike been so long since we hab photos together. i realise i do not hab much photo of him nor us. so i will start to remember to take photos of US from now on. and coincidently, he aso hab e same thinking ba. purposely brought his digital camera out sae "capture more moment of us ma.." =)went to ripcurl de shop at marine square but couldnt find any suitable de. either is no size or not nice enough. but e guy tat was serving us was good. took e extra effort to help us find :)
then, we went over to his "competitor" since we couldnt find any in ripcurl to quicksilver. & e guy. not sure his name. probably is martin based on the receipt's cashier name was exceptional helpful. help us search e size as e shop dun reali got tat small size. then help us compare among the other size to ensure that it w0nt be 2 loose. & v attentive to our needs. so i wana write a compliment letter to e company to compliement him. even boi sae he reali deserve it :)
and i am still cracking my brain how shld i do my shopping cart. i left tat final part & hope to get it done b4 nt monday. my supervisor is not e "ok-ok" type sia. spoilt my weekend tat i hab to chiong to squeeze coding out le when i duno wat to squeeze out.
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8:52 AM
feel so 0ld. after yesterdae cycling wif ling. my body started to ache after a night sleep.my butt n my lower shoulder area. but i hab a great time. althought initally wana to exercise n cut fats. but i did a sin my eating rosti n sausage at village in town. ar.. nvm.. i will do it sme other dae then.. :x
mit up at my hse area n took 196 over. update her over stuff n she also. such gossiping session never fail.. :x
she was not in e best health today; felt like vomiting and stomach & back pain.. n she sae i "ke" her.. sadded..
our zi lian photo.. i realise her eyes are more smaller than mi. so declare tat my eyes are not e smallest among my friends. see.. cant even see her eyes. wahaha.
& of course my own portion zi lian photo 2. my eyebags alway are e outstanding features in photos sia. sadded.
we saw dis huge sandcastle when we are cycling so... cant down n start taking photos..
it is very impressing how they can build such a big castle wif sand.. n it is nice :)
& i wonder when it rains, does anyone cum n cover e sand castle or they will alway hab to rebuild after e rain.. 
n her sign of half dead victory sign. ha.. no eyes again sia..
went to town go village makan. n went koni went to see books on palmistry. ar.. see so many books. so dun quite understand.. :x
then went window shopping at far east. saw a heels tat i like. n it is v cute. make my feets so little :x but cost $36. so nid to take about it ar.. then she suddenly gt curving for xiao long bao. n we chop chop went over makan. ar.. n i tink i got a bad aura. dun cum n "re" mi ar. i will "make" u fall. ha. ling keep hitting in while we are walking outside wisma. i told her she will hab retribution. n she almost trip awhile later. wahaha.
n she still wan to test my power. keep poking me while waiting for bus. so i put my power on her. she almost fell while going up the bus.@@? i am li hai right. so dun bully me ar, i WILL MAKE U FALL~ *evil*
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10:07 PM
mIt uP wif kirk to do my project. ddnt manage to solve everyting habing misfunctional here n there. No error. juz tat it doesnt work properly. going to squeeze my brain juice b4 monday cum.. & totally thank him for helping us ah :)
tAk wif him after tat.. reAlise he reali good guy ah.. ha.. can help my friends to intro them t0 him ah. g0od catch. first time heard him sae about his relationship. reali tink he is a good bf n husband. any0ne wana knw him, tell mi ah.. ha. :x (jk)
*cErtain matter i know is wr0ng n0t to tell. but i tink i rather let e person do e talking. althought it is super gulity n bad for hiding e facts n i knw tat e party after knowing e results after tat will be devasted.ah.. i did not expect e results to be like tat. else i hab rather hope i wont know.."i am on e line"*
tml will be miting boi to buy boi's bro birthdae present after work...hope can find e present ah. else tink i hab to alone go find le..
i hope will be a good dae..
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9:47 AM