Saturday, October 14, 2006
i am in my worst m0od now.. maybe onli one will know wat i meant and another one will know wat happen after tat..is like a cycle.. cuming again n again. but i DUN WAN it. its reali a mind-torture. totally bruised t0 the c0re. am totally disappointed.TOTALLY. but.. wat u said.. is like different. ar.. i dun0 wan to tink positively or negatively. maybe is reali, we shouldnt have know each other so fast. n it will save mi my heart break. & e thought of it will instantly activate my tears.there are 2 many thoughts but not fang pian to write down ba. we tok out after tat. make mi feel so importance but 0ther actions make mi ponder, isnt there is another face to dis tingy. maybe its becoz i take based on myself, which i tink tat if reali someting happen, it is becoz of something. after all, something happen becoz of something isnt it? i keep tinking isnt e fault is in me?i juz wan to cry myself to sleep repeating dis cycle till i am 2 tired to tink. probably when i hab no more tears to drop, e matter will be g0ne.anyway, thank lue for being there at e moment =) n my dearest yuhua.
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Memories that fades
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