Saturday, November 04, 2006
dis daes v moody. probably due to my "auntie" got irriated and upset over matter easily. but i guess like noone know. probably my hiding of my mood is still tat g0od ar. i hab change. HAB. i know it. but i hope tat doesnt affect anyting. i dun feel sad now le. juz like sian then suan le. ar.. tink i getting stronger ba.. but like becoming abit too "wall" between us le. sometime i juz wan hit u hard on ur head,shake u and hope tat u will know wat i know without any conflicts cuming over.hope e feeling goes away soon. i almost "chong dong" did someting but luckily i hold back n ddnt do any action tat i regret. i tink i got 2 sides. one v devil. and i human.i dun tink i hab angelic in me anymore..went to see show wif ling juz now. took a longer route home. i reali cherish e quiet tat i want at certain time tat i know i wont be able to hab when i get home. becoz mommy will definately come around, nagging mi dun play 2 much computer when i hab to do my project. or nag mi for other ting. so i basically dun hab much ability to enjoy much quiet moment ar. except now tat my mommy is asleep, brother playing his game next door.i will be miting my sister tml. hope tat bring my unhappiness away or she will be able to enlighted mi on any.
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Memories that fades
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