Tuesday, November 21, 2006
very bad m0od. not in e sense of angry. but upset. i juz wan to hole myself up at my bedroom. maybe i can eat n sleep.eat n sleep. then i wont keep tinking of it. why does such aso hab to be a cycle? is there a dae when thr is juz "no more"? make it worst tat thr is not much private time together to tok about e issue. isnt e main purpose of today? when there is alot of tings i wan to blog down. but i juz duno how to write down in words. i ddnt slept much yesterdae night. slept at 12am+ n woke up at 3am+ after seeing e msg, i couldnt sleep althught i was yawning furiously.become a dead cat in sch after tat. time seem pretty fast t0dae after sch0ol. sch0ol is a torture. my friend aso can see i v restless. tink my grade for todae will tell ba. but still, i manage to laugh real g0od todae. thank to my crappy friends. unknown to them, i am in a seriously depressing m0od. onli one girl friend know about it.where is e dae tat both will "diffuse" together? ddnt tok much aso. e cuddling seem to make mi feel better abit for tat while. TAT WHILE. after tat, i am bck to my yucky m0od. tml meeting my girls. y0ng n li. tings will be definately better when i mit them.my blog are depressing. tink maybe e owner is in depression. is interlink, ya? i seem like a loser. why does all e happy tings keep moving away frm mi? my fairy godmother, ya heard my complain?
hopefully it is e LAST TIMEam i 2 "chidlish" or are u arent tat mature as ya are? one time, two time, three time,four time...i dun hope thr are anymore becoz both are tired.
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Memories that fades
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