Saturday, January 06, 2007
Am in a super bored m0od now ar.initally miting lue n li go out buy e accessories stuff, ktv n g0od meals at marine but li not feeling well. so everyting g0ne ar. spend my whole aftern0on doing c0ding. ddnt manage to did far for my forum. but at least e sh0pping cart is clear. so if tml wein manage help mi finish my f0rum, we are ab0ut 95% d0ne ba~ hopefully by next weekend every c0ding is done. then we can do documentation. *cheers* ping ping an an babeen lookin ar0und newspaper for job le. still sc0uting for my desired j0b. But i reali am nt sure wat i wan either. i tink i agar go into a j0b first.then see got interest ma. else maybe can change after a year or so. at least i got e "a year" experience in my resume nt time :Xis like 3 weeks then i am offically graduate.seem kinda scary. but tat life cycle: study, work, married, hab children,retired,dieI remember someone told mi tat she wan to change e cycle. dun wan married, hab children. But after all, it is still within tat cycle. juz tat u skip tat life to settle down. w0rk for e sake of earning money. feed parents, household stuff. guess i cant find e luxery t0 work happily without habing th0se responsibility and not d0ing my desired work.how cum my dad juz cnt treat my mum slightly better sia~ i hab no right to sae when mum ddnt complain anyting either. But.. i juz pity my mum for unable to get e concern,love n care frm my dad enough. I v0w t0 gif my mum e best life 0nce i w0rk!
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Memories that fades
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