Monday, February 05, 2007
ha. weird. i keep feelin v emo down dis period. especially dis 2 weeks. i am not sad. but thr like a tagging feeling inside mi which i aso dun knw ar. easily sad. ar. depression le ar. ha. mood not e best and unintentionally v easy fed up on my family member esp my mum ar. paisei sia.hope e feeling will go off ar. maybe when i find a HR work le i will be better. like felt tat based on my cert, i doubt i can easily find job thr. keep my finger cross. dun reali wan to waste time to work other line since i aso wan to study U. thr so many ting i wan to do. little time. no money. i wan to complete my major in HR, driving license, taiwan n HK trip & i wana go diving again.last sun wif malaysia wif pun, his brothers n dad. went to vist his dad friend and shop around. went back thr suddenly thought of diving sia. coz e air different ar. we went to quite an ulu place n e air is super refreshing. like when i go diving at dayang. i wan to faster find a new job. and faster get out of Cathay. e way e ting works is reali getting on my nerve! inflexible working..i wan to learn mediation. calm my inner soul. i wna to learn to be a better pple. with a bigger heart, bigger soul and a more calming inner soul =)
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Memories that fades
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